sometimes
at the start
the laughter was a facade
a false face
to cover up the hurt
but it would rise until I could not contain it
pumping up through my chest
thinly contained in generous bubbles
soon to break in the freedom of the atmosphere
clammering
opening my larynx in its hysterical longing
to be heard
and then bursting away
shattering the dark present
hurling it into the past
or into some future
that was not yet my concern
making me well for precious minutes
The Daily Post #Facade
©Jane Paterson Basil
A good belly laugh is wonderful !
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Usually – right now I have some sort of stomach bug, or possibly mild food poisoning – I daren’t laugh…
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Lol – the very thought of that is making me laugh 🙂 Seriously though, hope it clears soon.
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It’s not making me laugh, because if I did there would be a danger… But I’ll forego the description.
Thank you for you well-wishes 🙂
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Know exactly what you mean !
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I feel a lot better now, which is a good thing, because it looks like one of my friends is going to drag me out to the moors for a long walk tomorrow.
Pity I’m exhausted, and if I walk for more than three minutes I’m drenched in sweat, even if it’s cold outside. I don’t know what that’s about…
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Sounds to me like you need to rest and recuperate.I’m sure a moor walk would be lovely but perhaps not just now 🙂
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I don’t want to go – but Linda always thinks she knows best.
I went to the gym a couple of days ago and they sent me straight home (after prising my hands from the exercise bike:) ). I think they know what’s best for me.
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Listen to the sensible ones and tell Linda you will have a raincheck. If the gym sends you home, that’s telling you something! How are the moors going to do that ?!
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It’s funny; friends who’ve known me for years, and seen my deterioration, have no idea what I’m about, and yet you and a handful of others on the blogosphere, who’ve never clapped eyes on me, totally get it.
No-one’s taking me anywhere. They wouldn’t even be able to get me out the door after the morning I’ve had.
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Oh, that doesn’t sound good Jane. Hope things improve 🙂
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It’s ok – I bounce back, but I seem to be losing some of my elasticity.
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Rest and some good belly laughs (if you dare) will go a long way to restoring the bounce 🙂
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It’s safe to laugh again -my Digestive Indignity has repaired itself 😀
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Glad to hear it !
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xxx
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So much happier! Let the bubbles of happiness burst through.
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Mum OK I just read about your mum condition. Maybe you can be happy where it’s “safe” for you to be?
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Hehe – this had me confused until I read your next comment 🙂
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I think spellcheck has a great sense of humour. I have a brother called Angus. When I type in his name I get ‘bogus.’ When I type ‘mum’ I get nun – it’s not hard to spot the difference between a mum and a nun – and why would spellcheck go for the leass usual word, unless it’s a joke 🙂
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Seriously! It’s great for gags! You can write what you truly feel and blame it on the spell check!
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That’s a sneaky one – I’ll have to try it 😀
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Do. So satisfying
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🙂
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As you said about the misery – this too shall pass, and it always does 🙂
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Oh man. Please don’t tell me pun intended!
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Lol. No, but you have a point.
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Hehe
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Not mum. Umm. Apparently spell check thinks it knows better.
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😀 😀 😀
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